Yuna - Terukir Di Bintang (Unofficial MTV With Lyrics)

a few years ago

The moment i heard this song it flew me back to a few years ago..where i can do almost anything to get to my love..a word "simple" was not exactly describe myself..i become strong and strong day after day.chasing for something fake wont make you real,and whats real sometimes hurting and pull you down.but once you love someone you not going to love any other person in a short while,because love was a natural attraction that generate chemistry between two people.makes you addicted to every conversation that you made and want you to repeated it again and again. Once you get your first kissing,its going to blown you away and change you to a crazy person with crazy vision in love.Anything that comes in between will make your relationship even strong enough to be challenged and when you already satisfied with everything that you fighted for,you will try everything to maintain the situation because you only want to be loved forever..but "forever and ever" only exist in a fairytale..There is a time when you had to think about future and a kids and a better life.For certain love is not forever because it is love, but love forever because what both of you will get in that love..a few years ago..a few years ago..

Broken Heart

this is not a first time he lies to me..its really hurting when he pretend loyal to me but he try to get to the other women at the same time. Yet i'm not single and yet i'm not married either,I ignore you for a reason..you still chasing for popularity you pretend to be honest you like a girl but the truth is you not completely honest.i felt stupid right now..you always become a reason why i want to cry..i hate you..I really hate you.when i think again why should i'd be jealous with you, you just a lil kid that dont know nothing about feeling.but yet i still hurt.. 

Family,also Rival

its really frustrated when you see people dont like when you achieve something..especially when they're you own family member..i hate the feeling when be underestimated by people that dont know how precious the relation compare to money and achievement..they always wanted to be more and always wanted you to be less..i'm asking my self why they so envy with me..i've got nothing..i just working hard to be like others.paying my own car,paying my own line and purchase my own thing.is it wrong to be more???if only i could ask this person,i really want to ask her and heard her explanation about it..

this family become weird and weirdo day after day..they love to show you what they've got and pretend you not staring with what they've got, and it will end up with satisfied and happiness when you feel down because you cannot afford what they've got..even when it comes to a boyfriend, they also eager to win..they starve for complement..to me,just let them be it,arrogant and stupid..dont they know the more they try to show off,the more they will suffer to maintain the situation..

This weird become more weird when your boyfriend only be appreciated when they afford to give you handphone,money, gold and all precious things,but when they only afford to make you happy,you are not included in their social conversation because you be friend with poor guy which means you also get poor when you married him soon..

i dont know any other family that put you in such situation except my family..i felt stressed down,and hard to make a decision for my future.i want to be happy in my mariage but i have to think about compete with this people in my family if i want to be respected.i have to choose money instead of love..which make me irrational in my making decision..this is life..surrounding by this kind of people around you can make you mad..all things that i can do is crying alone and pray god prepared something better for me..i dont want to show how happy i am together with my boyfriend because i know  if God wanted to take it back,God can take it in any second,just be gratefull and live this simple life to achieve more in the future..

Passion for love

everybody had their own passion for love.Some of people willing to hurt because of love.Tears was a best friend to release all the pressure and disappointed that they feel. I know this man he was lovely, handsome and kind hearted. he willing to wait until he think there is no point to wait. there is only one thing to stop him,i have to married first..i'm 26 years old and i still felt young and love to play a love game.but deep inside i felt sad because i betrayed all my boyfriends trust..he only had me and only me..he eager to change because of me..but i still chasing other man to satisfied my passion. Being beautiful obviously not easy. when you dare to attract people attention, you have to dare to face the consequences,especially the seduction.man is just a man.they love seen sexy lady with sexy lips and sexy humps.honestly i dont have big boobs but sexy is mine when it comes to dress.I dont care what people might say.i just want to look pretty.i dont give a hell about waht they say..they even dont gave me money for stuff that i wear..when i was give a long side look i was smile and its not my intention to seduce people but as many other women they just want to be adore.so do i..but it become a trouble when married man start seeking the opportunities to make with you,which i hate..can you just watch and loving your wife at home.why you man have to sit at cafe and stare at sexy girl like you;re still single and available,so unreliable..dont you get it???????

beauty is a weapon, dangerous weapon..you know like a beautiful machine gun, well designated and had own power.that is the reason why men always fall in love with beauty..its in their blood,beauty is like a passion to be chased and dangerous is like a game to be played..perfect stuff that should owned by them..you know men are all same..always caught in something like that..sometimes they win and most of them lose..

but still didnt get it..not wake up till someone told or show them a way.I dont know whether i should symphaty or i should laughing,be happy with that kind of weaknesses.man,dont you get it beauty is like trouble..if you seek it then you'll find it.to win the game you should know how to play with a risk.sacrifice

 almost everything and leaved no time for beauty to take a place, because once you lose then you'll going to lose forever..ermm..