Family,also Rival

its really frustrated when you see people dont like when you achieve something..especially when they're you own family member..i hate the feeling when be underestimated by people that dont know how precious the relation compare to money and achievement..they always wanted to be more and always wanted you to be less..i'm asking my self why they so envy with me..i've got nothing..i just working hard to be like others.paying my own car,paying my own line and purchase my own thing.is it wrong to be more???if only i could ask this person,i really want to ask her and heard her explanation about it..

this family become weird and weirdo day after day..they love to show you what they've got and pretend you not staring with what they've got, and it will end up with satisfied and happiness when you feel down because you cannot afford what they've got..even when it comes to a boyfriend, they also eager to win..they starve for complement..to me,just let them be it,arrogant and stupid..dont they know the more they try to show off,the more they will suffer to maintain the situation..

This weird become more weird when your boyfriend only be appreciated when they afford to give you handphone,money, gold and all precious things,but when they only afford to make you happy,you are not included in their social conversation because you be friend with poor guy which means you also get poor when you married him soon..

i dont know any other family that put you in such situation except my family..i felt stressed down,and hard to make a decision for my future.i want to be happy in my mariage but i have to think about compete with this people in my family if i want to be respected.i have to choose money instead of love..which make me irrational in my making decision..this is life..surrounding by this kind of people around you can make you mad..all things that i can do is crying alone and pray god prepared something better for me..i dont want to show how happy i am together with my boyfriend because i know  if God wanted to take it back,God can take it in any second,just be gratefull and live this simple life to achieve more in the future..